My Son....

I spoke with my son for the first time in about 6 months. Oh how good his voice sounds but yet the concern I have for him while he is going through so many changes as a young man. I heard and felt the hurt and know that he is reaching out in the only way he knows how. He calls out of the blue, and tells me he loves me and I know he always has and always will but I know he needs me when he is reaching out to me. That's my baby, my son.. Things don't come easy for him, yet he doesn't know how smart he is and what a beautiful person he is inside.. He hasn't figured that out yet..."yet"  being the key word and me being the person I am now,  I know that I must set back and let him come to me because if I try and interfere, he will think I am trying to run his life. So here I set needing to vent and talk, vent...ha

I love you Chad more than you know. I am too proud of you, you are a wonderful person and I know I taught you right... atleast for the rights and wrongs and how to carry yourself as a independent, responsible carring person.. one of these days you will have all these down to an art and things will be easier but for now, know that I love you more than life itself and can't wait to see the finished product. Just keep pushing on, don't quit...life is truely amazing!

love Mom